I think that the best psychologist are people around you, so I wanna understand myself better, to feel myself better, and the most important thing for me is to learn how to make my relations with people more comfortable, more interesting and useful. Many people come to the conclusion that I’m a hard woman, I mean that it’s hard for them to talk with me, even to feel my sight on them, some guys say that my sight is really strong, many people say me, why are you looking at me like that??? And when I’m asking how? How am I looking at you? They don’t know what to answer, the say that something wrong with my eyesight, but can’t say what exactly. In most cases, people say wrong thing about me, basically I dislike when someone is trying to say what I’m thinking at that moment, I hate when people try to speak for me about me, what the hell they are doing if I myself can’t understand what is it inside me. Some people are so self confident and like to say for the person. I think that if you wanna understand what are the thoughts of this or that person it’s better and easier to ask him about it, why to make a fairy tail, why to imagine something unbelievable, unexcitable! So, people if you wanna know something about me, better ask me about it, better looking into my eyes. So many cases when people loose something only because they are afraid to ask something. People, we are human beings, we CAN and MUST SPEAK, or we are animals, no, we aren’t, as for me, I don’t think so, I love animals, I think that they are very smart, they sometimes do things more useful then we, but, anyway, we can do it better. Maybe it’s a stupid thought of a stupid girl, so what I am as I am, and I like to think and to speak about it. Okay, another question, of coz many people understand that we need to speak, we need to communicate not only coz of sex purposes and other physical stuff, but coz of feelings, freedom, relations, etc, but, maybe most of the people don’t do this coz they don’t know how??? So, what to do, who will teach them to speak about these things? Maybe I’m mistaken, maybe I don’t meet right people, but I think that modern youngsters are so primitive, I’d be very happy if I’m mistaken, maybe someone will change my opinion? I’ll be waiting for you. Generally, I love people and I’m worrying about them, I still think that there are lot’s of good people, I think that good something is inside everyone, but someone just don’t give it a voice, but why??? Why??? What is the source of that fears?
